it’s been two weeks . long distance relationships are very hard . i broke up with him after 5 months because i couldnt take not seeing him or being with him … at least thats what i told him . truth is there was another guy i had my eye on . when him and i broke up i went for this other guy . he ended up being a total jerk and we never even dated . this made me realize that all along i loved the long distance guy . to bad he is gone . and he is ignoring me so i cant even tell him how sorry i am and how much i really love him . i blew it .