He looks at me and I look at him…the tension between us is undeniable but neither of says a word. Through out my day he is always on my mind and at night he is the only one I dream of. I find myself wondering if he is thinking of me too. I never stopped loving him even though many believe I have. He is the one, my true love, he is all I want, he is my angel but he doesn’t belong to me, I cry sometimes because the pain of not having him is overwhelming…you see he’s married to a former friend, and I’m married to the rebound after him. I’ve created my own personal hell and I don’t know how to get out.