i just got done watching a movie called shrink…it was about helping people get through their problems…mainly it was about this doctor and this girl who’s loved ones killed themselves….and they tryed every way possiable to forget it ever happen…in the end they got better but it never with away of what happen….everyday i wonder am i good enough to be on this earth..i don’t feel like i am…i feel like crap. when i wake up,i even want to get out of bed. the walls are closing in on me like am buried in the dirt…i want to be happy but its hard to…it feels like am sad all the time, and i don’t know the reason why.its urts me to be sad, like am trap in this world of pain…my body can’t take all of whats happening to it….idk what to do anymore….when i try to do things, my brain just goes off somewhere…am lossed in da ocean of nothing but waves.