It feels like I am six feet under, I might as well be. I recently graduated from college. I lost my job and me. I moved out of my mom’s place and moved in with my boyfriend because I was mentally stressed out. Living with my mom was very stressful. I had to take care of her since she is physically disabled (diagnose with rheumatoid arthritis). I have siblings but they didn’t help out. I did all the chores 99% of the time. Like mowing the lawn, cleaning the house, doing my mom’s laundry. I just never found time for myself. This is the main reason why I moved out. Now I live with boyfriend, but still feel stressed out, more than ever. I still have to take care of my mom and my boyfriends needs. Despite the heroism in me, nobody ever sees my needs or even attempt to rescue me. My boyfriend takes me for granted and my family. I feel like a robot. I forgot why I exist. I am ready to give up. I can’t sleep my eyes have been twitching for 2 month now. I want it to stop I want not to wake up tomorrow.