Everything is going wrong.. I hate the way things are going right know and i can’t do anything about. I’m going through a lot and i feel like i can’t talk to anyone about it. Sometimes i try to forget about itand pretend to be happy, but that only works for so long. I really do try to stay strong but it’s not working. And at this point things are going so bad, i’m trying not to care about anything. When something bad happens i say to hell with it. Even if it’s important. But then i crash into tear every once in a while, cause i just can’t hold it in. I’m keeping a distant from my friends, taking my anger out on the people i care most about.. I just want to run away from all away but there’s no way to go.