going insane because your no longer here with us anymore grandma.. its hard. everyday is a challenage. i wish and pray you’ll come back , but we all know your not. i usta think you were never going to go when i was younger. as i grew up, i noticed you lose people and gain people. well i lost my grandmother all the sudden and now im lost. i feel like im going crazy without her. she was my bestfriend. the one who could actually understand me. it breaks my heart knowing i will never see her again. but she is free and can fly now. i just hope she knows i will be joining her after my time and i will fly with her for all eternity…