im so overwhelmed because of my body structure. im fat but most people say im thick but i feel so desperate to slim down only thing that i cant because im ill and the illness that i have makes me this size eventhough if i try to excercise i loose the weight and then i have to go take sailine and then i gain back the weight but people just look at me those that dont know me and just assume that im just a fat girl im soooooooooo fed up of life and people just judge others by the way they look