It’s not fair that I work so hard yet nobody even knows I’m here. Is it fair that people think I am just that kid. Nobodys wants to be my friend and everyone i like doesn’t like me. It’s not fair that i have never even been kissed and girls are picking and choosing there next boyfriends. I don’t understand why i had to get the s*** end of the stick. I never complain to people in real life but it just isn’t fair. People are going to make fun of me because i can’t do math. I know already what they are going to say. They are going to say that i just don’t “try” It really hurts me when people say I don’t “try” because i am trying and that makes it worse. They act like they are better then me. I know they are, but do they really have to push it in-front of there already big enough ego? I’m a waste of space and I don’t deserve to be happy. I know that but I really don’t want that to be true, but it’s just one of them things you just know. If I died today… Nothing would change in this world. Nothing. I would just be another kids who died. Witch is always sad yet I’ll be gone so why does it matter? Teenagers think they are so sad because a boy didn’t like them or they didn’t get to makeout with someone at that party last night. My worries are more about if I am going to even make it in life. Am i ever going to be anything? I know i wont.. But it’s honestly not fair. He is perfect at everything. Everything that kid touches turns to gold. He is perfect in looks, Talent and brains. I am nothing. I don’t have a talent, I want one.. but i don’t. There is always going to be someone better then me. I want to be talented and beautiful and half of them mother f***ing school.. Again.. It isn’t fair. I’m in my Media classroom typing this out with no one here because I have no friends or anybody who gives a s***. God I sound like a stupid 12 year old.. I really couldn’t care less because I know that i’m nothing going to be here for very much longer. My life will slip one day. I don’t want to die old, I want to die young and carefree… At least then I can die knowing Id be extremely popular on Facebook and at school. People only ever hear you when you’re gone.