I feel so terribal, but i dont know why. I have started cutting, becuse i fell so terribal. Its like a part of me is missing and When i think of my dad… Well i hate him but i dont know why! I have always hated him, and when i visit him i want to cut a lot. I dont know if its from my childhood or what. But what ever my feelings are they have made me cut, i want to stop but i cant. And i havent told anyone :/ they Will be so disepoited of me:/ i cant bear the tougt of that. I want to cut often,When i cut i dont always make myself bleed but son it almost does, becuse then pepole dont get supisus :/ i feel so bad, but i have friends :/ but something yust feel wrong and makes me sad and deeprest :/ i almost got anoreksi becuse of my dad, he caled me fat i dident want to eat after that. But now i cut :/ i yust want to get the feelings away frome me :/ -isa