i don’t know what’s the problem. all i need is a shoulder to cry on but i don’t know what to cry about! and i’m not a drama quin trust me! the problem is that i’ve been going through so much lately and i have this boyfriend who is really nice and caring but for some reason he can not understand my pain. i don’t have any friends and my family worries about my sister because she is depressed so i have no where to turn to! i am so angry with myself and i don’t know why. i hate being like this! there was a time that i was fun to be around, now i’m just a bore! and the worst is that i feel sorry for myself! i hate everyone!!