why is it that i feel so numb but at the same time i feel so much pain…… alone and left to drowned in my thoughts that reach to every inch of my brain. sometimes i feel lost without you. but then i realize that you would have just held me back… kept me somewhere where i should not stay… i think of you everyday and it brings me great sorrow. but i need to get over this… but its hard… i feel as tho my heart has ripped in to and u shattered it and left it in the rain…. what am i to do…
pain with ever step