It’s your favourite hobby and past time but I don’t share it. You want to go out with her to do it. It makes sense, you both like the same thing. But I hate the fact that it was going to be just you two. So you add on another girl. She doesn’t partake in this hobby at all yet you add her on anyway. Don’t invite me at all and I thought that I had to share that hobby to be able to go. But no, she’s in without that hobby. And then when I don’t reply, you add as an afterthought “can you go?” Don’t try to placate me like that. And now you feel upset. Well I do too okay? WHOEVER SAID THAT YOU CAN’T GO BY YOURSELF? That attitude of yours where you have to always be with someone is childish. You don’t want anyone in the way but you don’t want to be alone. It’s hurting me so much because I don’t want to be the s*** girlfriend that stops you from doing what you love. So I say “sure, go ahead” but you get upset because I’m upset. This is why I wanted the day to myself. It’s because I just want to forget the things that you and others put me through. I hate the fact that I’m so dependant on you. It took me years to build up independance only to have you smash it all down. I’m so f***ing lost and my feelings won’t listen to reason.