the problem with me is that i can`t feel anything for anyone.i tried to think of another person as a partner but it totally grossed me out and the very though of intimate relationship just doesn´t appeal to me.i guess i never sought for any kind of companionship because i never needed any.i don´t miss it nor do i want it.
many people is concerned that i don´t fit into the basic model of what normal person should act and be like.it is just not me.