My life isn’t bad. I have a wonderful family, amazing boyfriend. I work two jobs. I’m going back to school in the fall. But it’s like it’s great and all but I miss him every day. I don’t get to see him daily or weekly. I get to see him maybe every month. I work two jobs he’s still high school and we live about an hour apart from each other. We try and talk every other day. I get to see him in two weeks get to spend the night at his moms house. His mom is amazing I love her so much. She’s been there for me through a lot. His family gets along well with mine. I really want him to meet the rest of my family. It means a lot to me to see what my family thinks of him. I met him through my dad. We met at a funeral kinda awkward. It was a mission we were doing for a family. We got together last year a couple times didn’t work out and we talking things through about a month ago and we’re back together. I was miserable the weeks after we broke up. I couldn’t sleep i had nightmares every night i was just always sad even woke up in the morning I didn’t want to go to work. I faked a smile just get through the day. Now I’m very happy, it feels like a new me. I’m not really self concious anymore. He feels the other half of me that was empty. It just sucks that I can’t see him as much as I liked to. But hoping this summer we will be able to see each other a lot more. I know people aren’t gonna read this but I’m just writing what’s on my mind at the moment. I think i found the one for me. He makes me so happy and his family is just pretty awesome. They love me just as much as I love them. I think I’m very lucky to have them in my life. Well that’s my thoughts for the night.
~~~Love~~~ Mia