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Fuq-ed up !!

You know what ? I am tired , done. Yes , am so done with my parents, I just wanna go away from them as soon as possible. If it wasn't the 'CORONA TIME' right now , I would be happily and gladly living in a fuqing hostel …. I am just 15 years old but I already, so wish to go far away from THIS house as well as my parents.. I called my friend few days ago we chatted a bit , then I told her that I want to go to a hostel but then she asked why? I told her that I am not able to do anything in my home , it's way too comfy, and if I wanna do or achieve something I have to come out of my comfort zone, she told me to create a atmosphere which is not so comfortable in my home itself. Bish!! She thinks everyone can study or achive their goals and dreams by living or sleeping in the comforts of their home?!! Not everyone are like that and also a house doesn't create an atmosphere for hardwork or studies, not at all. It's just way too comfy that you eventually start to procrastinate a lot and develop it as a habit.. I don't know about others but I can't study or do anything at my house, not at all..and achieving dreams is a thing which seems to be very far if I continue to stay at my house. The people whom I know and who are very successful lived in a dorm or a rented flat far away from their home, they're are still living far away from their home… Okay , I don't really care about others but if I wanna achieve my dreams and goals and do something in my life I HAVE to come out of my comfort zone and for that I have to move out of my house and away from my family. And also the thing is I am not at all a family person , I am independent , way too independent , and my family is also partly at fault for this. They are the kind of people , whom I hate , their nature . Because of them I eventually became an independent person, not that it is a bad thing but it's also not so good thing. I finally found what I want to do in my life span, what I want to BE in my life span. Four months,… Four months went by blur and I haven't been able to do anything , not even a single thing. The syllabus in my class in all subjects, is almost finished, and I haven't even read or practiced the first chapter of all the subjects… Fuq all!!

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