To be honest I didn't know where to begin I was always at a loss for words I mean until I started writing. my life has done a complete 360 on me and to be honest I didn't know how to handle it. the fact that I got pregnant at 20 to say the least was total bulls***, I had a plan for my life and I wanted to pursue my dreams but that would soon be ripped away from me because I quickly came to realize that life wasn't about me anymore it was about my daughter. so I had to put my dreams on hold and I had to do what was best for her and to be honest going back to college and getting my s*** together would be what's best for her. I have an amazing husband and I love him to death but I swear he makes me feel like I'm forty years old and not twenty two. I don't know what Im trying to say but I'm tired of keeping everything inside and feeling like I have no-one to talk to and to honest I didn't I feel like my feeling aren't valid and no-one would understand. and the fact was when I tried to talk to someone they always had a smart little comeback to say to me, like s*** can you just listen and not judge. what being a stay at home mom in my early twenties was that I had to grow some balls and self care because marriage and kids can suck your ass dry.