January 7, 2020
6:38 PM
Looking at my past and looking forward, I'm not sure I want to proceed with living.
No prospect of me finishing my degree. Failed my courses. About to be kicked out of university by the academic warning. Can't qualify for petition options. Didn't get any psychological evaluation I can submit as proof. Bennett Centre doesn't offer psychiatric documentation. I'm not even sure I have a psychological issue – more like I'm just unserious. My parents can't afford a useful college programme that will let me stay in Canada.
Even if I did finish school, I can't cope with the responsibilities of a profession. Better off not being born
Thinking of switching to Geography and applying for course relief. However, my approval will be granted too late (summer 2020). So, it won't protect me from the withdrawal. Even my first year math courses aren't so good. I bet my dad won't be willing to pay for the two new first year courses I'll need either (my fault for failing and making them tired).
Don't want to discuss late withdrawal petition with an advisor either
—Tournel H