I have had crazy anxiety and depression, I don't want to admit it. I hate that it gets triggered and I start feeling down I just get paralyzed don't feel like doing anything. I hate the triggers i just can't get away, I want to go far away from you. Leave me. Why you always talk to me and make me feel wanted. I was better off feeling unwanted. It's better to be worthless than to feel worth it and than again feel worthless. I see you online but you don't reply and then you tell me you need me in your life, why do you play with people. Stop it, I'll always be here for you but at least stop hurting me.