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Posted by on 2020/06/13 under Life

I have had crazy anxiety and depression, I don't want to admit it. I hate that it gets triggered and I start feeling down I just get paralyzed don't feel like doing anything. I hate the triggers i just can't get away, I want to go far away from you. Leave me. Why you always talk to me and make me feel wanted. I was better off feeling unwanted. It's better to be worthless than to feel worth it and than again feel worthless. I see you online but you don't reply and then you tell me you need me in your life, why do you play with people. Stop it, I'll always be here for you but at least stop hurting me.

4 thoughts on “you,

  1. Anonymous says:

    Who is this?

  2. Anonymous says:

    Are you just expressing or are you talking to someone?

  3. Anonymous says:

    I hope you understand that you are worthy! I’m sorry that someone is triggering you.

  4. Anonymous says:

    Who ever it may be.

    Depression is a rollercoaster and yep the triggers do flick the switch.

    But one thing might help you, remember depression is just an emotion like happiness, anger, fear, love.

    What you might think others are doing intentionally to trigger you, might just be your own doings and balme. We anxiety depressed should be responsable enough to force ourselves to see our own faults as well and not put them on the other people in our lives. We get depresssed, say, act and do a hell of allot of weird or wild crap. At lease I do!
    But I dont take a pill as to re-balance/level off my chemical alterd makeup or saritonium brain.
    If I want to be on a level plane all day long for the rest of my life, Ill hit the streets for some good mind altering drugs, perhaps LSD!

    No! I bring myself out of depression with strong will and mind, not some pill. If I can be emotionally depressed I can be and make myself emotionally happy too! Think hard about that!

    Dont blame the other person for triggering you. Blame yourself for allowing a trigger to controle your emotions and take charge.

    Even TV commercials use to be a trigger for me until I realized I could fight back. If you dont you will find that everything will soon become a trigger.

    I hope all the above made sense or at least some sense! Typo prone.

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