I'm sorry
I think I'm about to give up. I know I should try but everything hurts. I don't know what to make out of this, I'm finally empty. I have nothing now but I guess I had nothing when I came to this life. I don't have a reason to live anymore. I don't feel God's love like others. God is not good, He is just and maybe He's not fond of me just like everyone. No one really cares about me, they only show up when it's too late. But it's okay, I know they'll forget me anyway. I'm sorry I'll let everyone down. But this will be the last one. At least I can be strong one last time. Good bye.