My head hurts, my stomach is twisted, I am mentally tired and I have no absolute Idea of who I am. I am lost in my mind and I do not know where I have gone. I am the lost puppy who has lost it's way home. How must I save myself from drowning in the ocean full of my thoughts, filled with pain, hatred, loneliness, and fear. It is a dark room and I am the only one in it. I am stuck with the thing I hate most, Myself.
I am screaming but no one is listening, I am crying but no one is seeing. Nobody notices the pain behind my sad, puffy eyes. As much as I am hiding myself, I want to be seen. I want to be heard but I do not know what to say. I can not cry, I have ran out of all of my tears I had left. I want to go back to the crying little girl, for I did not know that with out her I am much worse. I am now numb. I have hit the bottom of my ocean, and I can not seem to swim back up. I want to feel at peace in my mind but it has seemed that I have ran out. How must I find myself before I am gone, my clock is now ticking.