Life is not easy, and obviously being a teenager in this world is not easy either. I get a lot of anxiety attacks and when I get them i want to do something good, like writing down what I feel and I how I feel. I can be happy one second and the other one I'm just sad because i feel uncomfortable in my own skin, and trying to write that down is even more difficult. Because I'm not a very open person, not even with myself. Sometimes i feel like I'm drowning in my own thoughts and I feel like I want to be a better person but i Just can't, and that Im a big failure. I am Ok Emotionally? No, I am not, because I feel this huge hole in my heart and seeing everyone around me so negative or so dry doesn't make it any easier. I don't want to feel empty but sometimes I just do, and I just want someone to hear me out and hug me, It doesn't matter if is a friend, or a parent. – Anonymous