Life is not easy, and obviously being a teenager in this world is not easy either. I get a lot of anxiety attacks and when I get them i want to do something good, like writing down what I feel and I how I feel. I can be happy one second and the other one I'm just sad because i feel uncomfortable in my own skin, and trying to write that down is even more difficult. Because I'm not a very open person, not even with myself. Sometimes i feel like I'm drowning in my own thoughts and I feel like I want to be a better person but i Just can't, and that Im a big failure. I am Ok Emotionally? No, I am not, because I feel this huge hole in my heart and seeing everyone around me so negative or so dry doesn't make it any easier. I don't want to feel empty but sometimes I just do, and I just want someone to hear me out and hug me, It doesn't matter if is a friend, or a parent. – Anonymous
Please take care of yourself, I don’t mind how you do this or if you can do it at all, take care of yourself.
I don’t know you, nor will I ever, but I /understand/ you and I am telling you to grasp this stick that I am handing you. Grasp it and use it to fight these demons. It can be done.
Please, if not for your own sake then for the sake of me and everyone else who is surely concerned about you, overcome these demons and live a happy life; or just live, that is all I ask.
I believe you can do this.