Me and my friend have been having some kind of rough patch. She is so f***ing pretty and im so not! You might be think yeah yeah, you’re just saying that but im not! I have a problem with my self esteem, i hate myself. I self harm because of it. I told her how i feel when she comes out looking stunning and i feel like s*** and it gets me down alot and she said, she cant change herself just because it makes me feel like s***. So she’d rather me bleed to death then tone the make-up down and put more clothes on. She always comes out in short or skirts! When i try and look nice she just blows me out the water. I get so down.