Posted by Anonymous on 2012/03/05 under Uncategorized Me and my friend have been having some kind of rough patch. She is so f***ing pretty and im so not! You might be think yeah yeah, you’re just saying that but im not! I have a problem with my self esteem, i hate myself. I self harm because of it. I told her how i feel when she comes out looking stunning and i feel like s*** and it gets me down alot and she said, she cant change herself just because it makes me feel like s***. So she’d rather me bleed to death then tone the make-up down and put more clothes on. She always comes out in short or skirts! When i try and look nice she just blows me out the water. I get so down.
I know exactly what your feeling. My best friend is pretty much how your friend is. She so beautiful and practically every guy she meets falls in love with her. She’s not girly but a tomboy and yet everyone falls in love with her. I always try to dress nice and be girly but its always about her. I’ve known her for 4 years and this has been going on for 4 years. I can’t help but always feel like im in her shadow. Everywhere she goes she gets noticed and its really tiring especially when im right next to her and they don’t even glance at me. I guess i’ve learned to put up with it. She is my best friend after all… But sometimes i can’t help but wonder what it would be like if I never met her.