After volunteering for a week (to a city that serve as an evacuation area, a place I'm not familiar with, and a city near a war zone) and been away from the social media for about 11 days, I went home like an exploded bomb, I did cry in front of my parents as much as I want to stop my tears from falling because I don't want my parents to get hurt too but I can't take it anymore, it did fall. I've been through a "BLOODY HELL" last week *puts on ron weasley's voice. *sigh* I felt humiliated. Someone who can't be named did criticized me in front of other people and in public. The person's words were kind of harsh and cruel. That person had talked to me privately and publicly and also that person talked about me to other people, I don't know if that person wants me to hear their conversation. I can hear some of their conversation though, I heard not so kind words. Everytime move I make, that person had something to say, comments like "don't act like that it's wrong" and "you should do this and that…..". I don't know maybe the person wants me to change me in an instant. I sometimes want to do something like this (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ and tell the person, "Stop! that is too much." *sigh* Things are akward between me and the person now. And we see each other during weekdays. *sigh*