s*** i got my wife pregnant. i was mad and horny and my girlfriend was pissing me off so i wanted to have sex but i wanted it to be safe and clean but anyway, didn't know my wife wasn't taking her pills, we hadn't f***ed in months, anyway now she is pregnant and i hate my girlfriend because of it. now it's gonna cost me more time and more money when times comes to leave it behind. friends say i should take responsibility for my actions, i really didn't have to f*** her, i knew better, but somehow i am filled with rage i wanna smash my now ex girlfriend in the face and i don't wish her happiness or joy because i am suffering so much, even though now my baby is born, i know, i should be grateful. .. but somehow it's so hard to get past all these feelings, i am always hanging in the past, not sure what to do.