You messaged the other night out of the blue once again…. Just when I think I wont hear from you any more you come back….Is this a game of yours or is it that you can not let me go either…. If only you could be honest with me and tell me how it is exactly I would appreciate it…. I know that you have said only friends but then you tell me you have feelings for me then its back to friends only arggghhhhh your doing my friggin head in babe……..I love you to much to ever start liking you so dont expect me to be your friend….. I cant sleep I’m just lying here thinking about you….. I’m in deep…………….