Why Why do I allow you to do this to me….. Why do I allow you to suck me in each and every time…… I hate you for it……Is it so bloody hard to tell the truth to tell a person how you really feel whether its what I want to hear or not…… It may hurt to hear you say that you dont want to have anything to do with me but it wont hurt as much as you giving me the run around does……. For crying out loud just be friggin honest thats all I ask….. No bull s*** of lets just be friends, no bull s*** of not knowing when your up here next for work no bull s*** of anything just be bloody honest PLS thats all I ask……….. Forever xxxx