I’m so scared of life. I feel like if i never wanna leave my mom and dad. I love them so much. I don’t want them to die. Every time i think of growing up it makes me wanna cry. Even more when we live in a world where you are judged by your appearance. Sometimes i feel like if i can’t move on anymore, but i also know that no matter if i think of suicide i’ll never do it because i just can’t. It’s not the right thing. Now that i Think of it I think I know a lesson which I’m going to learn someday in the future: Don’t judge people by their appearance. Not that I do but most people judge ME by my appearance. That’s why I’m scared of being released to the world. So, I’m gonna learn how to trust. There’s many things in life which are easy to say but are they really easy to accomplish? “I’m going to graduate High School!” You get Pregnet next week, or you become an addict. Really you gonna graduate High School? You tell your mom to give you money, that you’re gonna go to Buy some Games but did you really deserve that: when you have bad grades and you fight with your little brother all day causing your mom headaches? So your mom tells you if you really want those games that you’re gonna have to earn them your self. Think of the work behind earning 50 dollars? To earn 50$ you need to work for weeks. You see hobos in the street and you decide to help bu think behind it. They don’t try in life , even when they’re citizens, having all opportunities in the world. An immigrant wants to work (Try)but they won’t let him because he’s not a citizen. Bull****! Instead of trying to make this country better you are making it worst. Life is difficult and i’m scared. I’m 14 years old can someone advise me?