Everyone is leaving me. My sister is in collage, my best friend is moving away and to top it all off my boyfriend dumped me. I have no one. My mom think sim a failure, i bet she would love to rade me in for someone who is smart and perfect. im not perfect at all. I am a failure, im nothing. i will never become a doctor like my sister. Im going to die alone. I cant handle this anymore. sometimes i just want to leave this earth. Everything will be so much better if i wasnt here. I need to be alone for awhile. i need to figure out who i am. Because right now, right now i have no idea who im looking at in the mirror. I see me, but then i see past it and all i see is sadness. I cant take it anymore. Iv been sad for a long time now. I just dont know what to do.