You are my best friend, I have loved you since the day I met you and took the massive leap of telling you I love you… you seemed confused and shocked though accepted it and said it’s alright I understand, then asked me the next day how I felt? I feel like I have said too much, though I had to get it out of me it was killing me, when will you tell me your response to that? You seemed like you needed time to digest it. I feel like I have made things slightly awkward even though you are acting normal, I can’t help but runaway from you now, though all I want is to be with you. I made the dumb mistake of sending you messages today, why did I do that? I just want the awkwardness to leave, my paranoia to leave all the crazy thoughts surrounding my head.
You looked like you needed like to think about it, this is killing me, when will you tell me?
I really love you I don’t want to create an awkwardness, I miss you so much right now, I just want to be with you. I hope I haven’t made things weird, I hope I haven’t done it wrong. I just need to talk to you right now. That’s all I need, but I don’t want to disturb you I know you need time to think.
I love you.