Why did you leave me?

Was it because I made a mistake by saying that I didn’t want to be your girlfriend?
The only reason I said no was because you didn’t understand my yes. You said nothing would change if I said no! You lied. Everything changed. My life turned upside down. I was really happy, until you left me. I was sad. I cried myself to sleep. I thought about sucide. I cut myself because I loved the pain, and I wanted you to notice and try to help me. Without you, I have nothing. Without you, I can’t function properly. When you left, I let guys use me as you once saw. WHen you left, I got into drugs and alcohol. When you left, a part of me died.

I never saw a change in you though.

PLEASE TALK TO ME! TEXT ME! ASK ME TO HELP YOU IN SCIENCE!

please, I miss you.