I have this problem, but i don’t know what to think. I have a best friend & she understands me like no other. I don’t think i could ever live without her. But theres this guy we both dated about a year ago. We both promised we’d never go back out with him. He wanted another chance with me and i truely liked him still so much he made me so happy but i would never hurt my friend so i told him we can only be friends. We saw kung fu panda 2 and he wanted to kiss me but i told him no because of my friend. I wanted so bad he made me smile everytime i thought of him or looked at him. and he smelled so good ! But i still said no. It was i think early december and she told me she had a secret she never told and it took her so long to tell me that in october a couple weeks before my birthday & halloween him and her had sex ! she worned me it was about him, but i wanted to no and i thought it wasn’t that bad. when she told me i said thats funny and that was a good way to get back at his b****y ex, but now that i think about it i want to cry my eyes out. i can’t believe im her friend. but i still hang out with her all the time and act like everythings fine when its not ! I can’t stand it i cry my self to sleep all the time. Im just happy i found a place to express all my feelings ! Now i really wish i would have kissed him !