Ok, so I told her how i feel and she understood, I’m so relieved because even though the feelings aren’t returned I feel better now. she is such a wonderful person who actually cares even though she may not have feelings for me. The last girl I loved stoped talking to me when I told her about it and didn’t want to be my friend any more.
But even though I’m happy that I told her and that I found out that she actually don’t really think of the guy as anything more than a good friend, I feel empty. I know why I feel this way because tomorrow will be the last time I see her in three months, she’s of to england with alot of my other friends and I am going to miss them so much. I’ve only known them for 5 months but they’ve been there when things felt heavy, and now they’ll all be gone. Is there any hope for me?..