Hi, this is the first time I ever write anything on here. My name is Megan and I’m 26 years old and already thinking about getting divorced. My husband of 4 years (who I have been with for the last 10 years) cheated on me. He had an affair behing my back for a month and then when I found out he decided to stay with her for another 3 months. He came back wanting to be together about a month ago and I have been trying to figure out if it can work. The problem is I keep finding out that he still has contact with her and has seen her. He is still doing this to me, but I feel powerless to escape it. I’m not even sure if I still love him, but I seem incapable of leaving. I want more out of life than a husband who always hurts me. I feel so frustrated.