Sitting here thinking about you and the tears start to flow…. I know i ask myself a million times and I know I say it a trillion more but why why cant we be together.. My love for you is strong and real and I just dont want to go on without you anymore….. No one understands how I feel no one cares how i feel…. I just want to be with you….I often wonder if sleeping with you would answer all my questions but then I worry that this would just make things worse…. why is it that we always want what we cant have…….