As the days pass and I dont here from you the emptiness doesn’t get any better…. Every time my phone goes off i hold my breathe and hope to god its you ringing or messaging… Who the hell am I kidding as if…. Knowing that we may never speak again to each other is the most painful bit to get over… I take comfort at least knowing that I could be driving somewhere and you might just by some small miracle be there painting lines on the road… At least I would get to see you but knowing that i may never hear your voice again is way to much to bare,,,,,, I love you I miss you I want to hold you I want to see you I want to talk to you I want to be your life….. I love you Daniel <3