I have so much in my head. That has been left unsaid. Things that nobody knows and I becareful not to let it show. I wish I could just scream at the top of my lungs. And sing the song that is unsung. The song of my life and the tragedy that my life has come to be. Let everyone know the secrets that are within me. They have became such a burden to my soul. I just want my mind and heart to be whole. I need a place to run to and hide. I need a place that is always on my side. I need somewhere to just let go. My own special place that nobodys knows. I know these things are forever stuck with me. But if I could just have some relief. Maybe my heart won’t ache so badly if I am to let someone see who is the real me.