I love my ex, and I feel like I can’t get near her without an awkward tension. We dated for over a year…And I feel like it’s all been thrown away because I couldn’t figure out that I wasn’t trying hard enough. I guess I never showed my appreciation. But the truth is, you don’t miss something until it’s gone. This last week, has been hell. Like we’ve been trying to purposely hurt each other. I want to end the hate. I tried to end it today, I brought her donuts and a snapple..no hug. no thank you. I felt so lost and alone. All week I’ve wanted to punch something. Or at least vent somehow. I want a hug :/ a kiss. Something intimate from her..but nothing will happen. I feel broken. I think I just want to get away from everything…with her. I want to let her know how I feel about her. But I don’t think things will ever be the same. One week, and my love has slipped away. It all seems hopeless. But I think I’ll make it..I just really didn’t want this to happen. T’was my fault though I believe. I need help…..I think I’m starting to go insane…I want attention from her..or at least a lady who would care for me..and I could care for. I have so much love I want to give her, that I think I’m content with giving it to whom ever may ask for it..love cookies. get em while they’re hot and meaningful..