I sit alone in the lunch room every single day. I have been taken advantage of, and used so many times in my life. I want people to see the real me, but no one understands or accepts me for who I really am. My last boyfriend cheated on me the entire relationship. I just want someone to save me. Someone to love me for what I am. But I feel so done. And I am so sick of giving myself away to these horrible guys that treat me like s***. I am doing horrible in school and I feel so trapped. Like I am screaming for help but no one is there to help me. I have lost all hope in finding a boy because every time I give someone a chance, they use me. And I have no friends in this world. No one even cares. And I think that’s the saddest thing. I am by myself all the time. And I can’t run from the past. Help me. I want to be saved. Because while I may look okay on the outside, I am dying on the inside. And I have to hide everything with a stupid smile and reassure myself that everything is okay when it’s completely the opposite.