My life is a mess and I am so confused about everything that is happening. I feel as though I am living someone else’s life. I look in the mirror and wonder what happened to me. I used to be so care free and now I am lost in my own life. I don’t know where along the line I lost myself. I used to have so many dreams that all went to waste. I used to have so many friends and now not a soul calls me. The only time I am happy is when I am alone in my bed with no worries but then when I wake, all the issues start again. I do not know how to cure my unhappiness. My goals are so far away and now unattainable. My friends moved on and I don’t want to try and fit into their new group. How can I be happy? I just want to love myself and the people around me but I find that so difficult