I’ve been sooo depressed lately. I decided to kill myself.
When i was 10 i was bullied to extream discomfort and cutting. I started to think “why am i still here! They obviously don’t want me here.”
I started going into deep cutting and thoughts. One of my “friends” said i should kill myself. I took her words in advance. One day i ran downstairs at 4 am and grabbed a knife. My mom woke up and saw me. Knife close to my chest. she stopped me straight away and threw me in a metal hospital. Im still there now. But maybe i should kill myself. To get out of everyones way. To stop the bullying. Hate. Broken hearts. I’ll be in a better place when i die. Everyone would be happy.
I just don’t know what to do!!! :'(