Do you guys believe people can change? Because today I looked in the mirror and realized I didn’t like the girl who was staring back at me. Yeah, she looked pretty and yeah she looked happy but she also looked lost and confused.She looked back at me like she didn’t realize her own reflection and that’s because I didn’t. How could I? I’ve been wearing this mask hiding myself from everyone. When I just want to shout out to the world. MY DAD LEFT ME. He left me when I was twelve. Did I do something dad? Is it my fault you left our family? You stuck around and raised the other to older ones? Why not me? You already missed 2 years of my life, I’m 14 now and you don’t know me and I don’t know myself. I’m a b**** now. Not because of you, but because of me. I can’t blame this in you, can I? I talk about my best friend behind her back,I know she does to me too but that doesn’t make it better does it? I think things like “her ass is huge” and “eww she’s fat or he’s ugly” but that doesn’t make it right. Maybe they think I’m fat an ugly with a fatass. What happened to me? I’m not supposed to be like this? Can I change? Or will there always be this part if me I’m ashamed to recognize?