Life has been infuriatingly difficult these last few months. I only blame myself. I could never be the person who is easy to approach. I could never be the person with a smile on their face and laugh of any negativity. Someone such as myself deserves to be alone, without the comfort of others. No one wants to listen to the pathetic sorrows of a miserable person.
What a shame it is that I am afraid of death and cannot take my own life.