I met a girl online and we were friends for a while and at the time I was in a relationship with this guy that was really emotionally and sexually abusive to me. he made me feel really insecure about my body; he caused me a lot of trauma. as me and my online friend become closer we end up catching feelings and me and her date. She is my person. I've never met anyone in my life that understands me better than her. we faceted everyday and talked all day. she's my everything. but we had to break up, and she started dating someone else but he hurt her. now she texted me saying that she made a mistake and that she loves me. and I want her back I really do but im scared that im just making a full of myself.