i have this best friend (a girl) I'm really close to and we've had troubles together and helped each other through tough times
she told me very surely that she's a heterosexual
and i would wonder, I'm not supposed to feel this way towards her. why am i feeling this way? she's not a lesbian, I'm.. not a lesbian..? i used to strongly believe that "same sex love = bad" because of how religiously my parents is
and i had several guy crushes in the back, i know how it feels to like someone
so why WHY AM I FEELING THE SAME FEELINGS TOWARDS HER???
i feel so guilty feeling like this, i feel so bad blushing at a text from her.
she had handled situation like this a few times but i don't want to tell her..
i don't want things to be awkward between us..
so I'm just going to repress this feeling inside and let it wither away..
does anyone have any advice.. for this mess?