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I know that you love me, more than I would like. The reality is I do not feel the same. But, we've been together for quite a while and I cannot bring myself to accept the truth. I've decided I'll end the romance, that we will either be friends or say goodbye, but I cannot go through with it as I do care for you. I want to stop this but how can I when you are so obviously in love and care so much. I know it's for the best I've thought about it many times, but at the same time I cannot let go of what we have. Is it fear, a fear I'll never be loved in the same way again? Is it loyalty and the fact that this has gone on so long? Or is it convenience?