You make me want to choke on my own tongue. I realized tonight that I was never thankful for you. I never understood what I had because I never had that kind of love. I am so sorry you are deserving of so much more than me. You and your family will do so well. I truly appreciate the love you have given me and only want that for you. You would rub my belly when it hurts ( I truly only wanted it to be with child). You showed me love I never had. I only want the best for you. You only know how to love deep and give your all. I know you love her and that's so great for you guys. I only wish the best for you. Don't ever stop writing and don't ever stop loving her. I'm sorry! Yum salty tears! There's no need for chalked outlines