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I should just say yes

He wanted sex last night..it was really late and I was in a deep sleep. I guess he was upset that I said no. The next morning I woke him up and told him 'let's get breakfast and we can continue where we left off last night'
Somehow he was still upset..as I was changing he suddenly made a comment on my body..he said ' everything's falling ' he was referring to my bum..my tummy and my breast..I haven't always been small and I'm still breastfeeding..but he's trying to hurt me..then later he goes ' I'm going to get a massage later at the sweet smelling place' he was referring to prostitutes..and I know this but when I start to get angry about it he'll deny everything with 'what do you mean? I wasnt saying anything' I decide to ignore him..and left for work..he texted me a few hours..as if nothing happens..I dint reply to any of his text..then he mention the "sweet smelling place again and how he's going later" which I confronted again but he quickly delete the message and made me look crazy for assuming things. He send a text saying that I'm old (I'm 27) then delete it. I manage to take some screen shots of other messages..I just..can't believe this is the man I fell in love with..the man I marry..the father of my son..he knew saying all that will hurt me…he was doing it on purpose..he wants to hurt me

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